It’s been a super long time I haven’t update this place, due to my super super busy schedule. Time is limited, but I have to balance between studying, working and spending time with my beloved ones. Seems to much for a person. Too much for a day of 24 hour.
The moment I sit still and type these lines, I have 2 standees need to be edited, a website need to be coded, and interface of app’s login screen need to be designed. I think it’s impossible to finish all of those within this tonight, but I will try to deal with 2/3 of that workload. If there’s God which really exists, hope he will bless me not to give up my consciousness as I am fucking sleepy right now, as if I may fall down and sleep anytime anywhere in case my body can’t suffer anymore.
I don’t know why I am writing this, it is not about Se Hun, it is not an excuse of why I abandoned/gave up on making fan arts, no rather than releasing my stress. I really really terribly miss Oh Se Hun. Haven’t updated about him for a long time – 1 month, 2 months, 3 months or longer, I don’t even remember. I didn’t know what he was doing the entire time, where did he go or how did he look over the pass few months. Until today I by chance saw a fan cam of him on Facebook, showing how mature and handsome he becomes, even more wonderful than the Oh Se Hun in my memory. That moment, I realized how much I miss him, how passionately I desire a chance of seeing him one more time. As usual, every time I miss him unspeakably, I always let my hand and my pens tell my heart instead. This time, I just can give some words to calm this feeling down.
And this is also an apology to all who supported me and my fan arts. Sometimes, people asked me if I still do the drawings and comics, some said they miss reading my stories of baby Hun, but what I return them was just a disappointment since I could not fulfill their wish. I am striving hard and surely one day I will comeback stronger and harder, to once again bring people weirdly cute fan arts and drawings about my beloved boy. You have my words, you know I will do.